So here's the scoop: Ron is a hip hop dancer. Well, Mook says he is...
The u/s technician moves SO fast, that it's hard to see much of anything--as long as I see the heart beat flickering, I'm OK. I think I had my eyes on the hematoma when Mook saw little R "pumping his arms" and to see Mook's impression of little R, definitely made me laugh.
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The hematoma is officially being reffered to as Voldemort around here...he's scary, mean and down right evil, but he CAN BE DEFEATED. It feels so easy to type that, and I need to re-read my own words, because it's damn hard to feel positive a lot of the time.
I'm not getting much more from Dr. T as far as prognosis: just bed rest, more bed rest, waiting, scans, and cautious optimism. I am considering getting another OB in my area to take a peek--his bio states "enjoys working with uterine abnormalities and bleeding." I've also talked to my former acupuncturist--I did not do acupuncture this round, but I still have hope that nature's remedies can do a body good. He's looking into some options for me--he wants me to check with my office tomorrow about fish oil and possibly garlic.
My mommy is coming to stay with us for the next 2 days...Im extremely lucky to have a mom that is also my best friend--I am looking forward to a lot of things--talking to her about my faith in all of this, playing card games, and getting that special mommy hug. Mook has been,and continues to be, a stellar husband--but he needs a break too. He's on a "man-date" tonight, and having my mom here will cut down on his cooking duties=)
I actually went back to the OB today for my "Health Education" appointment--I was prepared for "here's what you can and can't eat." I almost fell out of the chair when she asked me:
- Will you breast or bottle feed?
- Will you circumcise if you have a boy?
- Oh and here's your hospital pre-admission form
I go back and forth between absolute fear and acceptance. I do know that God is using this time to really teach me about control: that I really don't have any. For me, that is one of (if not THE) hardest lesson.
So I'm still on bed rest until at least August 6th. My job has been very understanding, but I know it's coming to the point where some bigger decisions need to be made--I don't want them to suffer, and I don't need to be stressed out.
Each morning when I pray, I picture all of you in the room with me--it helps me feel less alone. It's the hardest time of day for me, not knowing what the day will bring...but it brings me so much comfort to have your thoughts and prayers. I appreciate each "check-in" emails (im behind on responding) and the cards and care-packages are the best thing evvvvver. And I mean evvvver.
Closing thoughts: please continue to send SHRINKING vibes to Voldemort and GROWING vibes to Ron. And to do my part in positive thinking, I'm having Mook take a "belly" shot tonight--since I have always wanted to celebrate the 8 week mark. Nothing to see yet, but I have to have that reminder that Ron is in there...and doing his best.
And just to make you (and me) laugh, I have to share this fantastic video that Sticky Bun sent me: I LOVE it!
I love that you call her "mommy."
ReplyDeleteSo cool to have an entire cast of characters inhabiting your belly!
Well, not really. Sending vanquishing thoughts to Valdemort. And loving, growing thoughts to Ron.
I am sure you will have the best time with your mom. Many good thoughts to you and yours.
ReplyDeleteGlad to hear Ron is doing well. And its great you have your mom and Mook!
ReplyDeleteI'll keep thinking of you and sending good vibes!
I've been stalking your blog all day for an update - so glad that things are progressing on pace. C'mon Ron, we're cheering for you. You're all in my prayers, JJ.
ReplyDeleteWow!!!! You are really bringing back memories. I remember being scared out of my mind with my second (having to have IUI due to male factor) pregnancy. Please stay positive. We are ALL praying for you. If you have a PO Box or something, I'd love to send you a baby gift after you feel things are going exactly as you would like them.....
ReplyDeleteHave fun with your mommy. (I call my mom that too and I'm 40). And tell Ron to keep on keepin on.
Hey JJ, I am glad you are hanging in there and Ron is growing! Enjoy your time with your mom.
ReplyDeleteThe OB office is a whole different world isn't it? My first appointment, I could not get over how much talk there was about "when" things would happen, we will do this. I can barely think about "if" things will happen.
ReplyDeleteI will no longer be sending you "shrink, hemotoma, shrink" thoughts. From now on, it will all be "Voldemort will be vanquished!" until he disappears from your uterus for good.
Keep rockin in your boogie wonderland, Ron. Glad you're feeling supported by all of us out here - you are in my thoughts and prayers often. Hope you have a great time with your mom!
ReplyDeleteYayyy Ron! So glad you could update. Enjoy your mom :)
ReplyDeleteYAY FOR VOMITING! That is fantastic news! Sending lots of shrinking thoughts to that evil Voldemort and sending lots of positive thoughts and prayers for you, Ron, and Mook. Hang in there, sweetie! Thinking of you all and praying for the best. HUGS!!!
ReplyDeleteYay for Mommy! Hope you have a great time. Glad Ron is still looking great. The video is so funny. I was having a bad day and the video really raised my mood.
ReplyDeleteI also find myself wondering what happened to the head master's robe mid way through the performance.
ReplyDeleteSending positive vibes your way. And Voldemort, begone!!
ReplyDeleteGlad to see that Ron is growing...he will vanquish Valdemort!
ReplyDeleteStill praying for all three of you.
Voldemort will be defeated! SHRINK IN FEAR, VOLDEMORT!
ReplyDeleteHah, at my VERY first appointment, before any type of ultrasound, I was asked all those questions. They got to "what type of birth control will you be using after delivery?" and I said "let's just see if this baby is alive before we worry about birth control."
I still haven't mailed in my hospital pre-admission form. Are they nuts?
I am def. hoping to conjure up some spell to shirk voldemort. (I am so loving the HP referenes by the way). SO happy to hear that Ron is so active and is growing nicely. Lets hope the placenta does grow on the other side.
ReplyDeleteStill praying for you!!!!
JJ I'm thinking of you constantly. You are getting SO MANY POSITIVE VIBES from Australia.
ReplyDeleteAnd, do you know what? I'm very, very positive that everything is going to be fine with Ron. Truly. Remember the bird that came to you in your 2WW? SUCH a sign.
Take care. Try to not stress about your job. xoxoxoxoxo
Voldemort most definitely can and WILL be defeated, he was really just a bully and Ron'll get rid of him.
ReplyDeleteGlad Ron is measuring as he should, and it is so him to be dancing instead of studying for his OWLs or something important ;)
Enjoy your time with you momma (that's what I still call mine) and know that you're always in my thoughts
hoping that everything that should shrink does, and everything that should grows(ron) keeps on growing.
ReplyDeleteStill thinking of you, and I'm soooo glad that Ron is OK!
ReplyDeleteI'm definitely sending vanishing thoughts to Valdemort!!!
And it is a great idea to take that photo now so you will have something good to compare it to when you get later into the pregnancy and Ron really starts making his presence known.
ReplyDeleteAnd we are all here, cheering you on!
Boo hiss to Voldemort. A million cheers for Ron! I pray for you each and every day too, I'm proud to know that you think of us each morning when you're looking to gain strength for the day.
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry this is all so hard. It's just not supposed to be this way. I guess my wish (from the wishbone in my post) didn't exactly come true, but I'll still be hoping anyway.
Glad to hear you puked, hopefully that means Ron is battling Voldemort in there! Keep the faith and know I am pulling for you with all my might.
So glad to hear from you and that Ron was doing a little jig for you guys...he must be very happy in there!!!
ReplyDeleteEnjoy your time with your mom; there's nothing like the comfort a mommy can provide,no matter what our age!
I'm so happy to see your update - and I'm glad that Mook has been such a great guy throughout this all - I had no doubt he would be. That's so nice that your mom is coming also. There's something so comforting about a mom when you're laid up. I'll be sending lots of prayers and good thoughts for Ron to keep growing and the hematoma to shrink. Living life on pins and needles when all you can do is literally lay around is so hard - and I'm so sorry that you have to go through this. As always - I know our situations are slightly for different reasons...but if you ever need a bedrest buddy - or want to talk - I can be a good listener. Just let me know :-) ((hugs))
ReplyDeleteJJ, sweetie. Glad to hear that you are hearing about breast feeding and delivery admissions.
ReplyDeleteYou are very fortunate to have a lovely mommy to come care for you and entertain you. I know after my lap (not the same thing i know) my mom being there to play scrabble and to cheer me up made quite a difference.
I am sending all the vibes I can...both shrinking (for V) and growing (for Ron).
ReplyDeleteI'm so happy for you--enjoy the puking, you've earned it!
Sounds like Ron is snug as a bug in a rug, though it would be good if Valdermort would get his eviction notice already!!
ReplyDeleteThinking of you!!
Coming out of lurkdom to let you know I check in daily...stay strong and focused. You are in my thoughts and prayers. I have a saying that helped me when I was facing a difficult time "Faith is not believing that God can, but knowing that he will"
ReplyDeleteHE CAN BE DEFEATED!!!!! HE WILL BE DEFEATED!!! GO ron!!! keep on resting, JJ and MooK, and enjoy your mom.
ReplyDeleteMom hugs are the best. When we got our male factor diagnosis back at the beginning of the year and I was so devastated, my mom booked a plane ticket to Scotland just to come over and give me a hug (well, and take me shopping, cook good food, all that wonderful stuff moms do). I'm so glad you have such a wonderful mom too. They're great gifts.
ReplyDeleteDefinitely sending nasty thoughts to Voldemort and really good, growing ones to Ron. And lots of love and prayers to you and Mook.
Voldemort will die! Ron will reign victorious!!! You're in my thoughts and prayers JJ! Can't wait to see the 8 week belly pic ;)
ReplyDeleteShrink, Voldemort, Shrink! Lots of growing vibes to Ron. I'm glad your mom is coming to stay with you for a few days.
ReplyDeleteEvery week Ron grows is another victory against Voldemort!
ReplyDeleteContinue hanging out with the bedrest. I hope you have a nice visit with your mom.
I am happy to hear the good news abour Ron. It sounds like you definitely have a fighter on your hands (makes me think it's a girl-but I digress) I am definitely sending a ton of get lost vibes to old Voldemort.
ReplyDeleteEnjoy the time with your mom.
Take care!
My mom was my best refuge during my bedrest, seriously she kept me saner than daytime TV!!! I am glad that your mom is going to be there with you and get you that hug I know you need.
ReplyDeleteSending Bad, evil, shrinking vibes for Voldemort and "Grow, Ron, Grow" vibes.
take good care of yourself and know I am praying with you.
Thinking of and praying for you and your growing little one.
ReplyDeleteYou and your growing family (yay Ron!) are in my prayers daily. Much love to all of you.
ReplyDeleteThis: "Each morning when I pray, I picture all of you in the room with me--it helps me feel less alone." made me get all teary-eyed. I am SO holding your hand while you wait. I'm hoping Ron and Cletus (as in Cletus the Fetus, the name for my bean...) are hanging out in baby land and ready to get comfortable for another 8ish months. You're always in my prayers. Great big hugs!
ReplyDeleteKeep positive and know that you are not in control but it is better that God is because He can do anything. I'm thinking about ya'll and praying for ya'll.
ReplyDeleteSo glad that you will have the love and support of your mom around for a while! Pulling for you guys!
ReplyDeleteIt sounds like Ron is doing absolutely wonderful, now if we could just get rid of that darn hematoma! Seriously JJ, I know this is so difficult. When we go through all we do to get pregnant, we expect it to be easier once we're actually pregnant, and for many of us that just isn't the case...at first...but I just know that soon you're going to get some peace of mind. God bless!!
ReplyDeleteI loved the video! I'm still praying for you guys and Ron. I'd love to see a video of Mook pumping his arms like little Ron. :)
ReplyDeleteEnjoy the time with your Mom! There's nothing better than a big hug from Mom. Tell her hello for me!
Enjoy the puking. Ha ha!
Still thinking of you and praying for you...
ReplyDeleteMy husband loves those crazy Harry Potter finger puppet videos. He thinks they are just hilarious!
ReplyDeleteI am still praying and here for anything I can do for you.
Have a great time with you mum!! I would kill to have mine cooking for me... husband and I eat take out almost every single night right now. Ugh.
*hugs*
The video is so funny! Hope Ron grows and Voldemort is vanquished. You're in my thoughts and prayers.
ReplyDeleteStill cheering you, Mook, and Ron on!
ReplyDeleteGrow, baby, grow grow! Ron's growth and heartbeat sound awesome! The next time you go in, tell the us tech to slow it down and let you see his acrobatics - its truly a sight to behold.
ReplyDeleteAs for Voldemort, I'm thinking very shrinky thoughts for you.
Go Team Ron!
Yay for updates! And, all I have to say to Voldemort is "Expelliarmus!" So glad to hear that Ron is thriving and that your mommy is in town. Enjoy your time with her and try and relax. Sending all good thoughts your way!!!
ReplyDeleteI bet throwing up never felt so good!
ReplyDeleteAnd isn't it so true how moms can make everything seem a little better? Have a great time with yours!
Hi Honey! I just want you to know I'm thinking of you and your little peanut! Enjoy some time in bed - as your pregnancy progresses you'd wish you had more time to spend in bed, believe me! Fingers crossed for the defeat of that pac-man hematoma!
ReplyDeleteGryffindor's are known for their courage so I am sure that Faux will bring him the sword to face down Voldemort!
ReplyDeleteSending slaying vibes to you and Ron... ~Hugs~
I am just so pleased to hear that you got to see the heartbeat again. So happy for you!
ReplyDeleteAnd yes, sending shrinking thoughts to old Voldie and growing ones to Ron- sending them riiiiight......
NOW.
There. Did you feel that? I hope so.
Still thinking of y'all often. And really. Please do holler if you need anything at all. You know I'm only a hop-skip-jump away...
I hope Voldemort vanishes soon! Thinking good thoughts for you!
ReplyDeleteMy hope is that our Little Butterfly will grow up to have a relationship with me like you do with your mom.
ReplyDeleteHere are some of the things I do to quiet my mind: Breathe, crochet baby blankets (hopeful and just enough focus to quiet the mind), I tell myself, "Whatever happens I can survive it" or "I am pregnant with a healthy baby at this moment" or "I have lots of people praying / thinking of me"
I hope everything continues to improve. I'm glad you have your mommy to come and scare away the monster.
Sending the appropriate vibes to the respective inhabitants, and saying prayers daily for you & Mook & Ron to all get through this together.
ReplyDeleteshrink, Voldy!
ReplyDeleteGrow huge, Ron!
Ok, first off I am laughing like crazy at that video. Very funny.
ReplyDeleteI have no advice to quiet the mind since I very rarely am able to make mine shut up either. I'm so glad that Ron is doing ok in there and I'll continue to send good thoughts that he will continue to grow and do great and that Voldemort will be vanquished forever. I'm glad your mom is coming to visit too. That does seem really weird that the doctor had all those questions about birth, circumcision and such but then I guess to those who haven't been through all this just to get to the pregnant part it may seem totally normal. Hang in there and hugs to you.
new reader/lurker just stopping by to say i'm thinking of you, mook and ron - and wishing immediate destruction to voldemort.
ReplyDeleteall the best,
(another) karen
Holy crap that was funny! lol
ReplyDeleteI'm still thinking about you and Ron...Go Ronnie go!!
JJ,
ReplyDeleteThnking of you every day. You can do this, JJ. Sending you all the positive vibes I have in me!
i am so glad that you envision us all with you! You are not alone
ReplyDeleteI don't know what size my hematoma was, but it did go away. Shrinking/vanishing vibes to V.
ReplyDeleteTry Hypnobirthing.
http://www.hypnobirthing.com/
I am about as far along as you and am starting at the end of August. The longer you have to practice the techniques, the better. It is not only great for labor, but for helping you sleep and relax during pregnancy.
Continuing to send good vibes, prayers and thoughts to you.
ReplyDeletexo
I've been absent on the blogosphere and I'm so glad I came back to here your good news! Congratulations! I'm sure it's been a roller coaster but it sounds like you all can outwit evil Voldemort.
ReplyDeleteThank you for the update. I have been stalking...er...refreshing your page daily hoping to hear something good.
ReplyDeleteI have everything crossed for you for that 'morning sickness' to hang around for a long time.
Just hoping that Ron defeats Voldemort. All of it is so scary. Not much else to say other than I hope it works out for about 32 more weeks.
ReplyDeleteI always feel much better after you update. I get all worried when you don't post for a while.
ReplyDeleteEnjoy your time with mom.
Moms are the absolute BEST, aren't they??? I know the unknown is the most scary thing out there, but it's so refreshing to hear you talk about your continued faith in all this because the tough times can lead to faithless times. I'm praying for you JJ. I know you're so tired of laying around, but there will be a day when you will be able to dance around the room with joy. God is going to take care of you and lead you through this. Your strong faith is a true blessing to me!! (((HUGS)))
ReplyDeleteI am not even going to tell my DH that you are using "Ron" and "He-who-shall-not-be-named." It's hilarious, but he's HP-obsessed enough! Good luck this week. I hope the vanquishing happens sooner rather than later.
ReplyDeleteHey JJ! I'm still thinking about you and hoping that stupid Valdemort will skip town! I know you're trying to remember that it's not in your hands... I can tell you that I believe you're being taken care of though. You & Ron will pull through this!!!
ReplyDeleteHoping to hear an update soon & praying for the best!
Em
Avada Kedavra to Voldemort! I hope Ron is continuing to grow healthfully.
ReplyDeleteHello! I just found your blog and I see that you are dealing with a subchorionic hematoma. I love that you call it Voldemort (I am a HP fanatic here) but I'm sorry you have to deal with it. I know what you're going through with that. When I was 8 weeks pregnant, they found my SCH at my first appointment...I had had some spotting but they weren't too concerned and told me the same thing about it resolving itself. But at 11 weeks, I had a huge bleeding episode that had me convinced I'd lost the baby (I'd had a miscarriage last fall, so the thought of another m/c was tres upsetting). Anyway, everything with the baby was fine, but the hematoma was still there and was about 5-6 cm (and yeah...not sure if this is considered small, medium or large). Luckily, it was on the opposite side of the placenta and not affecting the sac at all. But I was given the "we're just not sure one way or the other...it could resolve itself or it won't" speech. Not fun. And for the next 4 weeks or so, I continued bleeding off and on. It sucked. And about a week before my next appointment (I was almost 16 weeks at the time), I officially stopped bleeding and when they did the u/s, they couldn't find the hematoma! I'm now almost 29 weeks pregnant and have not had any major problems (just the typical pregnancy things) since!
ReplyDeleteSo, long story short, my hematoma experience has so far turned out to be positive! I'll be subscribing to you blog so I can keep up with how you're doing! Let me know if you have any questions for me!!!
Glad your mom is coming -- that always helps! Sending shrinking vibes your way!
ReplyDeleteSending mass amounts of shrinking energy to that wicked Voldemort and sending oodles of positive and growing thoughts for you, Ron, and Mook! Grow baby grow!
ReplyDeleteSarah~
Hi,
ReplyDeleteI got pregnant by IVF.
I too had a fairly big hematoma(one of the dimensions was 8.1cm) in my 9th week. It was really scary and I bled litres of blood. My RE was really supportive and said that it happened more in IVF pregnancies. My OB's office scared me and every U/S appt until my 16th week ended with warnings of pre-term labor! the bleeding went on till my 15th week when it suddenly stopped. The hematoma vanished during my 18th week and I went on to have a beautiful baby girl. Hope that helped.I know it is really hard but please be positive. I shall pray for a wonderful pregnancy with a beautiful baby for you.
take care,
Lini
I'm relieved to hear that Ron is still thriving. Don't be afraid to name the beast; Voldemort can and will go down! I am praying hard for all of you but especially for Ron's protection.
ReplyDeleteSo glad to hear that your mommy is coming! I have a mommy like that too and that is definitely what you need at a time like this. You have all the best people taking care of you and Ron; this is a very good thing. Hugs, my dear.
xo
Flicka
Thinking of you.
ReplyDeleteOk, it's been over a week since you've updated... Hope you're doing ok and everything is rolling along just fine.
ReplyDeleteJust dropping a line to say that I made my blog password protected. If you would like to be able to read it, email me your email address. emmhollar@yahoo.com.
ReplyDeleteI'm glad to hear Ron is still fighting, growing and dancing =)
ReplyDeleteI got excited about your first bout of morning sickness as well. As unpleasant as throwing up can be I remember it bringing a smile to my face - it was a reminder that something good and exciting was happening inside me.
That something good is happening inside you too and I think Ron is enjoying life inside you!
Thinking of you xoxox
Just wanted to let you know that I think of you daily and pray for good health for you, baby Ron & Mook.
ReplyDeleteAre you ok?
ReplyDeleteYou've been so quiet I'm a bit concerned....
xxx
Are you taking another break? I get worried when a week and bit passes between posts.
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